mrwil_sonnn

Here i am posting despite the fact that there's 2 test tomorrow.
This few week made me very confused.
I'm confused.
Really confused.
Why did this happen ?
Why did that happened ?
Why am i confused ?
Why should i even bother ?
What AM i doing ?

A brisk walk turned into a marathon.
I can't catch up, no way.
What does my future holds.. i'm not sure.
Why do i keep making amazing plans that makes me feel all so proud and comforting,
But yet in the end, i keep pushing them off ?
All talk and no do makes Jack a fucker.
There's this invisible hole in my head.
How can i mend it ?
I want to accomplish something this year..
I wonder why is it that i can post this so comfortably,
Yet it's virtually for me to sit infront of books and worksheets for hours.
The irony ?
Am i subconciously affected by what you did ?
I'll never know.


Today, helped out in baking of Valentine's day cookies.
Despite the fact that i have 2 very adorable blisters.
I love them to the core, and damn i shouldn't have burst them like that.
Limped home, literally.
It was meaningful, but i could have actually spent time doing MORE meaningful stuff.
Like finishing my homework but NO, i chose to do other stuff.

All i can say is FUCK PROCRASTINATION.
Jack, get out of my life.
Wilson, get BACK in.

It's been long since i last posted ..
Haha, how time flies. 1 more week before school reopens.
These 2 weeks has been really really enriching for me, though i met some obstacles on the way.↲
All went well in the end. Trying hard to change for the better. :)

It's really hard to post with a phone, so this will be a short one.

You've made me realise you're one in a million.
Once in a life time.
I really hope i don't lose you.
And, this time i'm serious.

I think .. I'm starting to like you.

Last month of the year.
And come to think of it, it all ended really quickly.

Gonna have class chalet on friday !! :D.
Hope it's gonna be fun.

Went KL last week, and it was FUN.(Quite).
Travelling on the highway is boring.
Lucky there are stops for us to eat,
At the same time inculcate generosity by sharing our food with flies.
Reached my cousin's house after 1000089 hours of trying to actually find the correct location.
Why are there so many lorongs and jalans in Malaysia ?!.
Went shopping at night. -_-.
Bought To kill a mockingbird.

Second day : Went to visit my grandmother.
She went for surgery and now she can see clearly ! :D.
After that went to the house where my mom grew up in.
Which is also where my 2nd aunt stays, alone.
There's a garden behind the house, with alot of durian and rambutan trees.
There was also a cat in the house. :D.
It kept on making exciting weird shrieking noise when i lured it with fish bone.
Damn cute.
Then after getting bitten by alot of mosquitoes and random insects, we moved on to visit my uncle.
He moved to a new house and it was super nice.
Semi detached i think.
And my cousin aka my uncle's daughter.
IS SUPER CHIO. :D :D :D :D.
After like 10 min we went home -_-.
Then was told that my uncle was rushing home as he wanted to bring us to dinner.
But we left earlier.
Z, can't see my cousin.

Night : We went shopping at some random china-town look alike street.
THE STORES ARE ALL FCKING CRAMPED TOGETHER ITS IMPOSSIBLE TO STOP AND LOOK AT THE PRODUCTS.
Bought a checkered pants at a store outside the street.
Alot of caucasians but the place is still very remote.

Day 3: Skip skip cuz i forgot what happened.


P.S. I just realised all these years(?) i've been blogging, i never posted pictures.
So here's ..






















Nothing for you.

Haha, i'm back.
Not like anyone really cares. ;D.




Had a really enjoyable and memorable week,
XISHAN WAS AWESOME.
CAMP IS GONNA BE AWESOME, i think.

Many things happened..
And there are many things i shouldn't really have treated so seriously,
The higher you climb the harder you fall. XD.
In that case, i guessed i already cracked my ass.
Hahaha, i've told many people many things..
In return they told me many things too..

Haha PATRICK CHIA CHEE LEONG[BAI].
Thanks for putting your trust in me and telling me your problems.

Too many things happened, and it all just came down at once.
Too many things took place, but i'm just too lazy to post it all.

Guess that's all for now..




-How much more will I have to lose, before my heart is forgiven?

 I don't know what you've heard.






First, i must thank God.
For he has helped me salvage the situation i'm caught in.
I might just be one of those failures if i did not worked hard during the End of years.
I've tried hard and the results did not fail me. 
Infact, they went beyond my expectations, which is real good.

The only thing is.. 3/4 of the years academic results pulled me down drastically.
If i worked as hard as i did for Eoy. 
Things wouldn't be the same.
No point regretting now.
Thus, i'll accept whatever God has chosen for me and work double hard.
I reap what i sow.

At the same time, i pray to God that he will allow me to get into stream D.
I know it's virtually impossible.
But i'll pray.

I really want to spill it out.
Yet i can't muster that courage.
How much does it cost to buy courage?


Today, got back my results.
It was relatively well.. 
English, - 65/100
Math,-73/100
Chinese-64/100
History-71/100
Literature-64/100
Dnt-36/60
Art-56/100.
Science- ... failed.


Don, you are a good friend.
I know you don't give up easily.
It's just that you are not trying hard enough.. 
It's 2 different case.
I know if you try, you can really do it.
We've seen it in your art.
I don't want to lose such a good friend.
Though you might be alittle too direct.
While i'm too indirect.
We still comprise of the word direct.
I don't know what theory is this.
But i hope you understand that, you are a good friend.
I know you are getting the goosebumps.
Me too.


I seriously hope i can get into the stream that i want.
M.

M M MM M M M M MM              M MM M M M M MM .

Woooooooooooo.
I wonder what your reply will be.


Today, my family and i went to johor.
Had to wake up early.
There was a jam as expected.
It lasted for 1hour30min i think.
Car ride screwed my head.
Had to becareful with chewing gums cuz they wasn't allowed in the custom.
Reached the counter after 1000 years. The counter was on my side so i had to pass the passports, and insert the card, blah blah.
Wanted to say thanks but then thought my chewing gum will be exposed so i kept quiet.

Reached Johor after 100000 years.
Drove to a random, but very nice dim sum restaurant for breakfast.
Ate xiao long bao for the first time in my life. SWEET.
And it didn't left a good first impression, how sad.

Drove to some megamall and i persuaded aka spammed my dad to buy a new soccer ball.
Spam success and i got a new spalding soccerball. yay. yay. yay.
I had to sacrifice some time and my brain cells must have died by the millions after waiting so long for this day.
The ball is meant for futsal and not field play. So it's freaking hard.

Skip skip.

Went to another restaurant for duck rice.
The skin is very nice. :D

Drove back home,
The way back home was literally deserted because most of the Singaporeans were going into Johor instead of coming out.
Peace.
:)

Pissed my sisters off.
Pissed my parents off.
It's common routine, LOLOLOL.
Pissed myself off.

Ate outside for dinner, AGAIN.
Crab, 3 for a cheap price.
And other delicious stuffs.

Really grateful for this day and pray that life goes on this way.
Minus the pissing off and stuff perhaps.
Life will be perfect.

Getting results back on tuesday..
Ah..

Someone pull me out from the abyss.
And i seriously hope you are the one, though i can't see how you can fit into any scenario.
But please let it be you.

Today was tiring.
Basically cause i played soccer with matt, sk, enyi from 2 - 7. Exaggeration is allowed.
From 2 - 5 it was hell of a hot, but i like it.
5 - 6 we found a spot where we had to tap the ball in instead of just plain kicking, which was tricky.
6 - 7 i nagged at them to go home. And they, of course flamed me back. Which was alright.
7 - 7.30 i changed my shirt cuz it was freaking sweaty, and we played monopoly.
They flamed me again because i left within 10min. LOLOL.

Took 811 ~ 858 home.
Saw Michelle! :)
Bought newspaper and went back.
Ate 1290930192 nuggets and 102902190 very nice idk what my neighbour made for us.
Got scolded by my dad.

Restarted my comp 2138901380123 times before it actually works PROPERLY. 
I caught a grasshopper. It lost one of its hind legs.
I tortured it awhile,
Curiosity kills the cat, but it didn't die.
Let it go because i pitied it and partly because i believe in karma.

Facebooking, and thinking about.
Somethings. and one. one. one. one. one.

Why is this post so long?
Why am i ranting?

Haha, livejournal doesn't have tagboard function.
To don, and those who likes to "discuss" about that person. XD
You can't. HAHASHDAHAHAHAHA.


Fuck, i forgotten bout the comment function.


 

 

Life as it is.

Human as we are, we tend to always procrastinate. We tend to always digress.
Cut the crap, let's just say i always do all those stuff.

It's the end of the year now, let's form a simple equation with it.

End of year = Wilson feels the pain, of what he had done to himself.

Cause? Slacking, playing.

Otaku as it might sound but, really. I screwed it up.

Miss Lim announced who are the ones who got the academic awards thingy.
I wasn't one of them. In fact, i never was. 
The wilson from Jiemin, is dead.
He needs to be resurrected.
Truth be told, i felt a tinge of pain, maybe a little bit of jealousy but hey. I'm a human.

Solution?
Get this over and fucking buck up.